When I was a kid growing up, like any other kid, I had dreams about what I wanted to be when I grew up. A writer wasn’t one of them. It wasn’t even on the radar. Not even in the same universe.

Yet here I am, telling stories.

Like most kids, my list was the usual one. Firefighter. Police officer. Doctor. A dozen other things that seemed larger than life at the time.

But one thing was always constant—something that lingered quietly in the background. I liked working with my hands.

I fancied myself a mechanic, a carpenter, maybe even an artist of some kind. Someone who could take raw materials and turn them into something useful, something real.

I also had an affinity for old westerns. Something about the outdoors, about pioneer life, fascinated me. Maybe it was the way it was portrayed in movies. The freedom of riding a horse across open plains. The larger-than-life gunslinger persona that always seemed to dominate those stories.

But it was simpler than all that.

It was the beauty of the wilderness. The land. The sky. The endless horizon.

And it was the work that came with surviving out there. The everyday effort required just to live. Getting up every morning and doing the work. Building something with your hands and a handful of tools. Coffee before the day’s labor begins. Whiskey by the fire after the work was done, with a sky full of stars overhead.

The quiet presence of God. The strange company of everything—and nothing—all at once.

Even now, those westerns still stir something in me that I can’t quite explain. Sure, there’s John Wayne, Gunsmoke, the original Magnificent Seven, and of course all of Clint Eastwood’s work.

There was even one foreign film that, in many respects, represented what all those westerns did long before they did—Seven Samurai. Some would argue that it was the origin of what eventually became The Magnificent Seven.

But in many ways it’s the more modern ones that intrigue me the most.

The newer version of The Magnificent Seven. Tombstone. Unforgiven. And most recently, the Yellowstone prequel, 1883.

The characters. The struggle. The simple act of survival. Of living.

Less of the gunslinger. Less of the outlaw. More of the survivor. More of the struggle to battle the elements—the evolution of the human condition in all that rugged beauty that is the land.

There’s something deeply human in those portrayals. Something honest. Something pure.

And maybe that’s what it really takes me back to.

Being a kid again. Exploring the world. Learning from it. Working with my hands.

Seeing the world and trying to find my place in it.

Living.

It’s a journey.

It’s a story.

Those westerns—the rugged lives they portray, the day-to-day work it takes to survive—they’re stories too.

Stories of where we’ve been.

And maybe, if we listen carefully, hints of where we might someday go.

I often find myself yearning to close out my days out in the open, a drink in my hand, a campfire before me, and the heavens above. To sit out there, illuminated only by the firelight, and have a conversation with the stars.

Somewhere along the way, without really noticing it, those stories started doing more than just entertaining me. They started shaping how I saw the world. They made me think about work, about struggle, about the quiet dignity in simply getting up each day and doing what needs to be done.

And maybe that’s the real power of a good story. It slips in quietly, settles somewhere deep inside you, and years later you realize it helped build the person you became.

I get deeply reflective when watching them. Probably more than most people do. Probably more than even I realize.

But I think they grow me. They build something in me.

They allow me to reframe my experiences.

And in doing that, they give me stories to tell.

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