Wait… What Was I Doing?

Being hyper-focused and completely distracted at the same time.

It is possible. I know. I sometimes live that reality. If I am being honest? I always live this reality.

It’s that magical state where your brain is laser-focused on seventeen things simultaneously… while accomplishing none of the things you originally sat down to do.

And somehow you’re both:

“DO NOT INTERRUPT ME. I’M IN THE ZONE.”

and

“Wait… why did I come into this room?”

Hyper-focused and completely distracted aren’t opposites.

Sometimes they’re roommates.

When you live with ADHD, this sort of thing is basically commonplace. And with someone like me, with a head full of hyper-caffeinated brain monkeys all fighting over the steering wheel… well, let’s just say it isn’t exactly a surprise.

I can spend three straight hours obsessively researching the perfect solution to a problem I didn’t know existed until four hours ago… but forget why I walked into the kitchen.

I can hear a tiny, unfamiliar noise coming from somewhere in the house and immediately begin an FBI-level investigation… and somehow not hear someone standing six feet away saying my name three times.

I’ll sit down at the computer to pay one bill. Twenty minutes later, I have 14 browser tabs open, I’m comparing lawn equipment, reading about an obscure historical event, watching a video explaining how suspension bridges work, and wondering whether I could build a pizza oven in the backyard.

The bill?

Still unpaid.

And God help me if I suddenly become interested in something.

Food? Optional.

Sleep? Negotiable.

The passage of time?

A rumor.

But ask me where I put my glasses?

No idea. Probably on my head.

That’s the strange little contradiction of it all. I can have the concentration of a bomb technician and the attention span of a golden retriever who just saw a squirrel.

Sometimes simultaneously.

So yes, being hyper-focused and completely distracted at the exact same time.

It is possible. I know because I occasionally live there.

Now, if you’ll excuse me, I need to get back to what I was doing.

As soon as I remember what that was.

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